#I HATE HOW PEOPLE COMPLETELY OVERLOOK THIS PART #AND FOCUS ONLY ON HER SAYING ‘I’LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU’ TO NEAL #BECAUSE IT WASN’T ABOUT HER LOVING NEAL #THAT WASN’T HER SECRET #HE ALREADY KNEW SHE LOVED HIM #THE SECRET WAS SHE WANTED HIM DEAD #SO SHE WOULDN’T HAVE TO GO THROUGH ANY MORE MISERY AT HIS HANDS #THAT’S WHAT WE’VE BEEN SAYING ALL ALONG#NEAL CAUSES EMMA PAIN #AND THEY COULD NEVER HAVE A REAL #HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP #BECAUSE EVERYTHING WOULD REMIND EMMA OF THAT ABANDONMENT #THOSE 11 YEARS OF BELIEF THAT SHE WAS UNWORTHY #UNLOVABLE #NOTHING #AND THE THING IS #SHE WISHES HE WAS DEAD #BUT SHE ALSO LOVES HIM #CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT PAIN SHE MUST BE FEELING? #IT’S WRITTEN ALL OVER HER FACE #SHE EVEN SAYS IT #‘I LOVE YOU BUT I WISHED YOU WERE DEAD #SO I WOULDN’T EVER HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE SAME PAIN #YOU PUT ME THROUGH BEFORE #AND WHILE I’M SORRY THAT’S HOW I FEEL #I CAN’T CHANGE THE FACT THAT I FEEL IT’ #IT WAS NEVER ABOUT THE ‘I LOVE YOU’ #IT WAS ABOUT THE PAIN NEAL PUT HER THROUGH #AND HOW BADLY IT WRECKED HER (via quiteffancyyou)//nodding
//nodding intensifies
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